Anger

This will never end ,Not the anger , not the pain ,Time heals all wounds ,But never forgetfullness haunts me …Don't look so damn grumpy ,I've forgiven you both for all of it ,All of the tears I shed since I were thirteen ,Or was i eleven years old ?You tell me when ,You started it , not me !!Does it really matter after all ?Do I need to know that ?What would make it stop ?I'm the fruit of your sacred love ,I'm the alliance of your hatred and her pride …My tall legs feel so small ,My body is weak ,It's curved and sore again ,My mouth is bleeding ,My lips are burning with each word I'm saying ,It's oppressing my torn heart ,And I blame it all on you …Don't you dare yell at me !Not anymore …I remain silent ,I won't hurt you in return ….And your blood keeps me alive ,I know ,It obstrays my veins too …Have you ever wondered who damaged my eyes with this sad look I carry along ?Do you feel guilty for crashing me under your shoes ?Do you even know your own daughter ?!!I'm talking to you ,You're not listening ,Why can't you look me in the eye ?You'll never understand it …Your hatred taught me how to love ,I'm devoted to others the way you're devoted to yourself ,Selfish unkind man ….Ungrateful severe woman ….I love you more than ever before …There's no grudge inside of me ,But it's your fault ….And now it's my life ,It's my choice …
22-9-05 22:58