To a Friend

Tue Mar 07, 2006 3:55 pm


i think
you didn't feel sorry coz u couldn't understand what it meant to me ...
so why was i crying on the phone
and u weren't ?!

i think
that this whole time , you never really knew me ,
you lost my trust and i feel sorry for your loss ...
i forgave u even before you realized i was hurt ,
so why do u keep asking me for forgiveness ?
just help me to forget it ....

it's been too heavy on my shoulders ,
my bones are weak ,
weaker than my heart ...
do you know what you broke ?
i don't think you understand ....

but i love u girl , i'm here for you ,and you know it ..
so, is that why it was easy for you to disappoint me ,
did it give you the strength u needed to do that?

i think
you just didn't know how to love me ....
he was right ,
and people just don't understand how to ..

i think
i underestimated his true love to me ,i kept him as far as possible ...
but he was there ,
and you weren't ...

all of our souvenirs makes me wonder about our friendship ,
and brings me closer to him ...
we were so pure ...
what have u done to me ?!
i'm glad you won't read this !!!

i think
i'll go home now .