Right there ...

And if you search for me ,

I'll be here longing to meet you ,

Over here ,

at the corner of your road ,

Where you left me ,

Shadowed by all of my illusionary yearnings ,

But how long might I endure waiting ?

My knees feel weak ,

I need to rest ,

I should get away from here ,

Maybe get away from you ,

I love you so much it hurts ……

My heart is aching ,

How can you ask me not to shed a tear ?

Do you hate my weakness ?

I'm not sure of your love any more …

I feel dizzy ,

And if I faint ,

I know you won't be near to hold me and protect me …

Does it hurt you ?

Is it painful to miss me ?

Am I your companion through your travelling journey ?

I was your smile ,

But a frown haunted your beloved face ….

As I try to erase it ,

It affects me and steals my beauty …

How long might I endure waiting ?

11-8-05 3:30 P.M